PinnedMember-onlyMy journey to a sub-3-hour marathonA friend told me that breaking the 3-hour marathon mark can be underwhelming. It’s just a number, he said and once you get there, it’s possible to feel empty. Bullshit! Yesterday, at 41 years of age, I ran a 2.57.04 marathon in Southern California and it felt like an achievement…Running8 min readRunning8 min read
PinnedMember-onlyA decade ago I had the biggest standoff I’ve ever had with my wife. She demanded we leave Russia.I spent most of my teen years away from Russia but Moscow was my home. I was studying abroad — first in the US, then England — but would be back In Moscow for every school break. I missed Moscow during my boarding school years and missed it even more…Life5 min readLife5 min read
1 day agoMember-onlyPeople drinking during the day are very unpleasant(to me)Today I met with a schoolmate from a quarter of a century ago. I attended a boarding school in England, and several months ago, he reached out to me with a potential consulting project for the company he works for. Last night, he flew into Miami, and, conveniently, I am…Alcohol3 min readAlcohol3 min read
2 days agoMember-onlyWhat will I be like, when I’m old?If you follow me, you know I love running. I run a lot, and I run consistently. Every day. In recent years, I’ve become a very good runner. I’m not elite, of course, but at forty-three years of age, I belong to a tiny fraction of runners whose passion for…Running3 min readRunning3 min read
6 days agoMember-onlyThere is nothing mental about running. It’s all physical. And marathon running is not a metaphor for life.I’m stealing this thought from a story I came across a few days ago. I wish I saved it. It resonated so strongly. I’m not an elite runner, but I’ve earned my right to talk about running. Four sub three-hour-hour marathons in two years, in my forties. I PRed every…Running4 min readRunning4 min read
Sep 23Member-onlyAugust and everything after (do I have nostalgia?)Today, on social media, I saw that August and Everything After by Counting Crows is thirty years old. I don’t need a special “listen” of this album — it’s on my playlist, and its songs come up all the time when I drive or run. Oh, well, today, after seeing…Nostalgia3 min readNostalgia3 min read
Sep 18Member-onlyWhat if we were our own best work?I came across a very profound video recently. I’ll post the link shortly, but I wanted first to acknowledge my mistake. In one of my recent stories, I bashed Bryan Johnson, an entrepreneur who’s trying to reverse aging: The story about the millionaire-CEO spending millions to reverse aging — uninspiring and… Twilightalexeisorokinstories.medium.com I had scanned a few sensations headlines about him (a tech millionaire…Health3 min readHealth3 min read
Sep 16Member-onlyIs every life a struggle?I’m alluding to the quote “to live is to suffer”. Do some people have it easy? Are there people who look at their current life or the life they’ve lived who can say that it’s been an easy journey? I’ve had a rough week. I don’t want to go into…Life3 min readLife3 min read
Sep 15Member-onlyThis Sunday, I’ll attempt to achieve a new milestone in my running journeyIn many ways, the goal feels more incredible than my other improvements in the last three years, but maybe that’s because those other achievements are already behind me and part of my identity. I started running a lot in the spring of 2020, the infamous “pandemic” year. I wrote many…Running3 min readRunning3 min read
Sep 9Member-onlyYour identity and your calling are fleeting concepts.I guess some people do find their calling. I’m thinking of athletes and artists, like musicians. Their jobs are their lives and lifestyles. The quote you hear often find what you like, and you will never have to work a day in your life applies to them. What I’ve learned…Life3 min readLife3 min read